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Robert Mueller Has A Problem Now That This Dark Secret From His Past Is Public

Robert Mueller's investigation is taking on water.

He has been plagued by allegations of anti-Trump bias.

But now the worst secret from his past is out in the open and it just changed everything.

The watchdog group Judicial Watch has been working overtime to expose corruption at the

highest levels of government.

They obtained thousands of emails through the Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) that

exposed the pay-to-play schemes at The Clinton Foundation.

Now they have their sights set on Mueller and his team.

And what they are finding should disturb every American.

As FBI Director, Mueller worked with radical Islamic groups like the Council on American

Islamic Relations and the Islamic Society of North America to implement politically

correct policies in anti-terrorism training materials.

Mueller purged all information deemed "offensive to Muslims" from training manuals.

Political correctness came before national security.

Judicial Watch reports:

"AS FBI DIRECTOR, MUELLER BENT OVER BACKWARDS TO PLEASE RADICAL ISLAMIST GROUPS AND CAVED

INTO THEIR DEMANDS.

THE AGENCY ELIMINATED THE VALUABLE ANTI-TERRORISM TRAINING MATERIAL AND CURRICULA AFTER MUELLER

MET WITH VARIOUS ISLAMIST ORGANIZATIONS, INCLUDING THOSE WITH DOCUMENTED TIES TOO TERRORISM.

AMONG THEM WERE TWO ORGANIZATIONS— ISLAMIC SOCIETY OF NORTH AMERICA (ISNA) AND COUNCIL

ON AMERICAN ISLAMIC RELATIONS (CAIR)—NAMED BY THE U.S. GOVERNMENT AS UNINDICTED CO-CONSPIRATORS

IN THE 2007 HOLY LAND FOUNDATION TERRORIST FINANCING CASE.

CAIR IS A TERRORIST FRONT GROUP WITH EXTENSIVE LINKS TO FOREIGN AND DOMESTIC ISLAMISTS.

IT WAS FOUNDED IN 1994 BY THREE MIDDLE EASTERN EXTREMISTS (OMAR AHMAD, NIHAD AWAD AND RAFEEQ

JABER) WHO RAN THE AMERICAN PROPAGANDA WING OF HAMAS, KNOWN THEN AS THE ISLAMIC ASSOCIATION

FOR PALESTINE.

THE RECORDS OBTAINED AS PART OF JUDICIAL WATCH'S LAWSUIT SHOW THAT MUELLER, WHO SERVED 12 YEARS

AS FBI CHIEF, MET WITH THE ISLAMIST ORGANIZATIONS ON FEBRUARY 8, 2012 TO HEAR THEIR DEMANDS.

SHORTLY LATER THE DIRECTOR ASSURED THE MUSLIM GROUPS THAT HE HAD ORDERED THE REMOVAL OF

PRESENTATIONS AND CURRICULA ON ISLAM FROM FBI OFFICES NATIONWIDE.

THE PURGE WAS PART OF A BROADER ISLAMIST OPERATION DESIGNED TO INFLUENCE THE OPINIONS AND ACTIONS

OF PERSONS, INSTITUTIONS, GOVERNMENTS AND THE PUBLIC AT-LARGE.

THE RECORDS OBTAINED BY JUDICIAL WATCH ALSO SHOW SIMILAR INCIDENTS OF ISLAMIC INFLUENCE

OPERATIONS AT THE DEPARTMENTS OF JUSTICE AND STATE, THE JOINT CHIEFS OF STAFF, AND THE

OBAMA WHITE HOUSE.

HERE ARE SOME OF THE REASONS PROVIDED BY MUELLER'S FBI FOR GETTING RID OF "OFFENSIVE" TRAINING

DOCUMENTS: "ARTICLE IS HIGHLY INFLAMMATORY AND INACCURATELY ARGUES THE MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD

IS A TERRORIST ORGANIZATION."

IT'S CRUCIAL TO NOTE THAT MUELLER HIMSELF HAD PREVIOUSLY DESCRIBED THE MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD

AS A GROUP THAT SUPPORTS TERRORISM IN THE U.S. AND OVERSEAS WHEN HIS AGENCY PROVIDED

THIS LUDICROUS EXPLANATION.

HERE'S MORE TRAINING MATERIAL THAT OFFENDED THE TERRORIST GROUPS, ACCORDING TO THE FBI

FILES PROVIDED TO JUDICIAL WATCH: AN ARTICLE CLAIMING AL QAEDA IS "CLEARLY LINKED"

TO THE 1993 WORLD TRADE CENTER BOMBING; THE QUR'AN IS NOT THE TEACHINGS OF THE PROPHET,

BUT THE REVEALED WORD OF GOD; SWEEPING GENERALITY OF 'THOSE WHO FIT THE TERRORIST PROFILE

BEST (FOR THE PRESENT AT LEAST) ARE YOUNG MALE IMMIGRANTS OF MIDDLE EASTERN APPEARANCE;'

CONFLATING ISLAMIC MILITANCY WITH TERRORISM.

THE LIST GOES ON AND ON.

MUELLER'S ACTIONS HAVE HAD A WIDESPREAD EFFECT BECAUSE MANY LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT

AGENCIES FOLLOWED THE FBI'S LEAD IN ALLOWING ISLAMIC GROUPS LIKE CAIR TO DICTATE WHAT ANTI-TERRORISM

MATERIAL COULD BE USED TO TRAIN OFFICERS.

AMONG THEM ARE POLICE DEPARTMENTS IN THREE ILLINOIS CITIES— LOMBARD, ELMHURST AND HIGHLAND

PARK—AS WELL AS THE NEW YORK POLICE DEPARTMENT (NYPD).

IN THE CASE OF THE LOMBARD POLICE DEPARTMENT, CAIR ASSERTED THAT THE INSTRUCTOR OF A TRAINING

COURSE CALLED "ISLAMIC AWARENESS AS A COUNTER-TERRORIST STRATEGY" WAS ANTI-MUSLIM THOUGH THERE WAS

NO EVIDENCE TO SUPPORT IT.

LIKE THE FBI, LOMBARD OFFICIALS GOT RID OF THE "OFFENSIVE" COURSE.

THE NYPD PURGED A HIGHLY-ACCLAIMED REPORT THAT'S PROVEN TO BE A CRITICAL TOOL IN TERRORISM

INVESTIGATIONS AFTER THREE NEW YORK MUSLIMS, TWO MOSQUES AND AN ISLAMIC NONPROFIT FILED

A LAWSUIT."

Judicial Watch argues these past decisions and associations make him a strange choice

to lead the Russia probe.

Do you agree?

Let us know your thoughts

in the comment section.

For more infomation >> Robert Mueller Has A Problem Now That This Dark Secret From His Past Is Public - Duration: 16:10.

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Spiritual Awakening / Oneness / Dark Night of the Soul - 5 Year Journey Overview - Duration: 50:24.

It's been a long time since updating

I come I have really comfortable circle back to you

Said believes, that's my

And this morning light weight on a journey

And

I went on a journey of the last bodies completely different

Looking things that means many enemies

I

flying flying ends after the fact

then you take

Like whatever I'm deep into tonight right now is so different than what other Damien to

Over the last one. He's and the transformation, but in a beam

From the person I was to who I am now he won't be coming

I

Might say on the recorder. It would all just flow out

So I had a headache, and I decided before I gotta just try and calm down night before

As I was meditating my ultimate everywhere else is gone

Just I know that

Model Danny

But don't smile like the mice, and so I got rid of them

They are just giving home my attention that I wanted to

In five years

Best version of me for that day

Myself forward

Ends

Suddenly I found myself

Jenny Jenny -

Five years ago I would say roundabout that no time

It basically jaded me through these pink impactful spiritual experiences

So if you didn't include any of the minor major

Things

It just took me to the beat impactful moments that changed everything

in the last bodies

Same

Place it took me was July

Before awakening say it took me to the place where I was

Even

And Donny

Just

When it surely was like a chessboard the king is in the corner

Around me and there was no way without dying like this it was just no way

The frankness of my great place to find a strand the solution is one of mine

The answer is

Americans

In a way

And that

He's like doe-eyed

That person was

Were convinced she was dead

she

And with that all of the themes that I was holding on

Anywhere the

That would problems before these surrender everything was

It didn't matter no longer. I love the kid

Gave me like

Freedom from

I

Know with no way out situation

just

letting go

die

Something I would never ever ever do something I would never even consider. It was my way

Really not much. Love I

found love

Every and every I

Saw, I just appreciated loved

Southwest four blades of the cross

The trees lead the Eagles the

Wars the

Human experience

Everything the galaxies the universe's everything. I just felt one with

All of it there was no separation I could see

We will only connect it, and it was all beautiful. It was not a right a wrong thing. It was like this

realization of

Creating these being a part of this how grateful we are to be a part of this the

magic of it

It's indescribable of

Me so much that it poured out me on to everything

He will love purity

that love I

Don't know how long it lasted

It could have only been a couple of days

But I feel like it was a couple of months and it might have been a couple of weeks. You know

it had lingering police and

I

Lived life that way who was going through life. Just loving everything and just feeling this

Oneness I had no idea. What was to come after this

But once I lost

The

Experiences in it wasn't a permanent

fixture

I'm still going to my job. I'm still you know it was a life-changing experience both of them, but it was

He put me on the path of Wow human potential and

Possibility and

How beautiful it was and it was

so more real than this it was so more real, and then I

Really wanted it back so when I no longer had it I felt a little lost I felt

Like looking for it like trying to figure it out one. I wanted to know what it was

I you know looked up religion and spirituality and unusual something related to a

Reality that I'd never

Experienced it expanded me in some way it put me on the path of seeking

um

It was very healing I

Like from that death experience. I don't know if I died, I don't know if

you know some other aspect of my soul came in and to complete this journey, but I was a different person and

then I yield myself and

Then I felt this love

For everything and nothing was bad nothing. I just I could see the beauty all of it and

even after that

Faded went away when I no longer felt like direct connection to whatever it was that was pouring love into me and out to

Everything like I saw

creation as if it was mine, and it was all perfect and

I

Looking up that you know trying to find other people have had that the closest thing is um

people having you know a spiritual awakening or

Christ consciousness or

It's like a big love at the moment. It's the same and then

What came next was dark

No

No no no so then I was I was searching I was searching for truth and

I wanted to know what this was I wanted to tap back in I wanted and knew that we could heal this

Reality that were experiencing that no one needed to suffer if they had this

bottle of bliss you know if I could bottle up how I could feel and give it to everybody I I wanted to

Everyone who was suffering to realize I didn't need to suffer it was all perfect

It was all

Absolutely perfect the way that it was and then I

Was researching everything else going down rabbit holes. I'd never got down and I felt so grateful that I hadn't

Died you know that I hadn't missed out on all this

infinite

Possibilities that I'd never even realized were even

There you know I didn't see you either

No even so everything that I used to care about no longer held any interest for me. No

Care about money or get any money on ego stuff went away and

Lots of

lots of changes and transformations, I went all completely raw I didn't put any chemicals on my skin I

feels with my water I I

Wanted that purity back, and I knew how to get it and

I healed myself, and then I started helping people with the healing because I thought that this was my

power and

Then

one night, I was laying down, and I had this I

Really wanted to just truth. You know. I was just truth seeking and I was listening to this

Said video

While I was trying to sleep I need it to work in the morning so I was in between sleep like you know forcing myself

to go to bed early

Even though it wasn't really kind of thing and then trying to sleep and

Then I had this

Like I was suddenly

In a room and the room was full of infinite knowledge anything, and he all the answers were there

You you think of an answer in you a hundred percent?

You knew what the answer was there was no questions unanswered in this room it was

The answers it was the download of everything it was access to

All knowledge and

I don't know how long that lasts it may be a couple of minutes and I

Was so

excited about that that

I raced out of the bed and went straight to the laptop and started to try and type up everything that I've learnt in those

few minutes

Which was so much it was infinite. It was everything and

I couldn't write it down

he

was like so clear to me and

Then nothing came it was being taken away from me, and then I was

Thinking that with what's taking this away from you? Why would you do this? Then the world needs to notice and

the only thing that I

remembered from the whole thing

Was speaker truth and the truth will be revealed everything else was sort of I remembered bits and pieces in hindsight, and I

recorded that somewhere but

It was an amazing experience that also changed my life

Then I wanted answers, and I what it back in

So now I wanted answers to everything and I wanted to tap back into whatever that was

The similar things like to find with other people who have been there

Is it might have been the Akashic records?

by I

don't know that I don't know and I'd never been back and

Then came

This was all over a period of years, so the next spiritual awakening was the

Dark night of the soul and I didn't know it so

With all this information that I got this

Love experience. It's unconditional love experiences major life transformation of healing and

Then I never thought that just I still had these beliefs from these experiences

I'm still walking through a life with these beliefs, but I

wasn't

Prepared I wasn't informed. I didn't know what was really going on like I had no one around me to talk to I didn't

have

You know thing is

experienced with

Preparing me for this. It was like just popping open and all this

new stuff was available

Just because I asked for it

and I

Want to say that like I think the first questions that that opened up all this was who are we why are we here?

You know what are we doing here? Is there a purpose for all this all that kind of crying out when I was going through

the pre

worst part of my life

Like asking if there's any life after death and what is the point of all this suffering and oh I see

That was before their death experience, but anyway

so now that you've got the dark night of the soul, and I've still got these beliefs that I

Love everyone

Everything is perfect. Everything is good and now when I see other people are going to read that phase I

feel sorry for them because I know what's coming if I don't know if it's going to happen to all of them, but

Then becomes this oh

I decided to do this experiment where oh?

Yeah, because I was going doing it's getting really hot in here. I might try and do the rest of the house

Now I've got to try remember where I was up to but it was just a Jenny's showing me like snapshots of

These experiences I've had over the last five years that have shaped

Everything that's come into my life from then on

For the dark night, I was starting to experience instant manifestation and

This was a freaking hi, and I did feel very very powerful and very

like we create this reality and internet proof of such things and

Where I was getting the validation from is like I would sit at the cafe, and I would scan

Around and I'll go oh

I'm gonna get that person to sit next to me and have a cup of coffee with me, and I would do it just

With my intention there was many different little things even when I was just putting it out there

the next

Thing was the dark nights so basically how I got into that so I was still starving for truth

starting to know what was really going on trying to understand those experiences and

Then I was playing out there like I was non-stop like a syringe in my bloody veins

non-stop watching and trying to find

validation from everywhere I was

into you

know Tom Campbell and his virtual reality theory

parallel realities

different dimensions, I wanted to know how I could heal how I healed myself and

Why I saw the things I did why I felt the way that I did I was getting into spiritual themes I was into

Manteno, Massaro

I was into David Icke and his icon theory that was kind of scary and put me down a different roburt hole

into conspiracy theories and

Delores cannon

Abraham Hicks

Pretty much every teacher from the secret at some stage, but that was even prior to all of this

Non-stop podcasts webinars

Documentaries you name it I was just non-stop researching for months and months and months and months and months

Whether I was asleep or awake so even when I was asleep. I was listening to audio

When I was awake I was watching the watching videos when I was driving I was in your podcast when I was there was no

There was no

integration time I just wanted to know everything that I didn't know I

just got open to this whole new world that I didn't know anything about and I had valid proof that it existed and

he put me on the path of that and I I

Was into it like did I was I am

was it a

Walk in you know

It was so it was so different to who I was before that I just I wanted answers

And I wanted to know the truth and I knew

That I would get to it

but

in this some

You know this start of this instant manifestation thing

And I was feeling the most healthiest Vitol. You know that I ever been in my life. I felt so strong and healthy and

Open and loving and

Just a a different person than the one that I was

before the King fell down and

Then I

Decided to do an experiment

Oh, yeah, that fucking experiment

So then I realized that the instrument of the station was only a limit to my beliefs

I knew that there was so many different like even I would imagine myself walking into the

Shopping center and everyone had changed and it did

there was so many like the world was so different and I was directing the show and I was so I

was so convinced I was and

Then I thought well if I lift the roof on my limitations because I know that my limitations

Is the boundary to where I can go then? What is possible?

What is possible if he can lift the limitation so I decided to do an experiment and I was experimenting before that anyway

But this was like this huge super experiment that I knew that I shouldn't do

Because it's just something that humans. Don't do

but I would lift the lid on all that's possible and go into that whatever that came out of that and I

put the intention out there that it is one of the truth to everything I

Wanted the truth to the universe I and I was so newing knowing that I needed to trust

That I was lifting a lid that I was open to whatever came that I had faith that it was all

like

Possible to experience this infinite thing it's like thinking about it now. It sounds so

crazy, but

It was it was something I'm just like I needed to do this I needed to find the answers

I needed I needed the truth. I wanted a shortcut. I wanted to get there now

I wanted all the answers now and I wanted to

Get the answers so that I can help everybody with it so that I could know

how to

Erase suffering from humanity because it didn't need to but I didn't know I didn't have all the answers so

I did this experiment and the very next day and

I'm still floating around like I mean

this airhead you know floating around just

in this amazing

Ego trip

Well, I thought anything was possible, and I'm there you know that I could do anything and that

It was infinite these um these things that we can do as a human

And I'm floating I'm absolutely just in love with life

and I

manifest there's some

This guy, and I did not know at that time

that he would be the

Opening to help the capes of help for me

I had no idea, but I was in such a trippy place a place that no human had ever been and

So trusting of the experiment and whatever allies were

Directing me to do these things. You know even though I didn't know really any of these spiritual experiences that I had were

Know where it was coming from or anything, but I felt was good. I felt I was there to help people

I felt like I was a age

Or you know that that all this stuff and especially with the Dolores Canon stuff were talking about the new era of then

There was there was so many you know Bashar and all this I

was choosing a validation you know like I was choosing what I wanted to know and I what I wanted to be wanted a

what I wanted for this world and and

I was getting the validation from other youtubers, and I

was so convinced and

Then these guys ended up being

Just the opposite of everything I believed

The absolute open and I couldn't I?

Didn't know if I was there to help him if I was there to save him if I was there to

Face my fears like all this stuff was coming up. I was like well

Maybe oh, maybe he's so and so twisted like this is because I need

To deal with that like there's obviously things in me that I haven't dealt with or whatever

But I think what the Dark Knight is is is everything that you

That is not pure

that you have to

You have to deal with everything that's not pure. That's not

That's that's in you as darkness and negative events

But the worst of the worst the worst of the worst whatever you can imagine it to be the absolute worst possible thing that

That is what you have to deal with in the dark nightmares like you like the king in the corner and ganyan

The pawns are everywhere and they're all

your

shadow

It's all this stuff is

Undealt with childhood stuff this the horrors of the world it's pedophilia. It's incest. It's

grotesque

It's the worst of the worst and in my mind like egotistical mind. I'm still manifesting. I'm still

in love with it everybody Souls, and I'm here to help them and and

Then I'm I'm like well. I'm really scared and I don't know how to deal with this

So I'm thinking that I am put there because I'm the only one that could understand

I'm the only one in the world that could possibly

Have compassion for these things that are coming up that is

Understanding that it accepts everything that can see creation as this

magnificant you know magnificent beautiful thing and

um

In this experiment not realizing that this experiment is just destroying me

But at the same time what the journey showed me this morning. It was showing me

There's some

This path that I needed to go through it showed me that if you deal with all this dark stuff

Like it forced me it forced me to

There was no else to go. I couldn't talk to people about what I was doing because I knew that that sounded nutty

he

Was doing the YouTube things thinking like that I'm about to help people

I'm two months away from taking off in the van and and sharing this bliss

I've got this whole business plan set out there

How I'm going to help raise the vibration of this planet and basically I thought that I was on this mission to help people

Get rid of the suffering and raise up and raise up and raise up an experienced this bliss

and

you know

This is where I was at before I almost looked too. Happy too. Healthy to out there but to

too much

dancing in the street and just singing on the highway and

Blissful and

It that was so different than who I was that I was

Confronted with that as well. I was confronted with people who knew me before this bliss I was confronted with my own

versions of me with before this bliss you know this is out of character and all that kind of stuff

But I was just on such a high

And I never wanted to let it go and then when it be unconditional love with me

and I I still felt like I could tap into it in and help people and

it

was it was an ego trip because I thought you know... that I was special and it was a

Wake-up call because now I had to humble myself because there was no way out of this like I was

Putting myself in situations, I would never never put myself into, I was saying things. I would never say, I was

Letting people cross my boundaries. I had No Boundaries because we were all one

There was no boundaries. Boundaries?

That's that's 'so 3d' y'know?

We're all one. There is no boundaries. There's no separation. We are one blah blah blah...

and so I've got all these beliefs that I've taken on that I've validated myself

And then the universe is showing me

the darkness oh!

I would never

Wish it upon

Anyone! I wouldn't wish it upon the devil!

just

so much darkness and

Then the people that I thought that I could turn to in such times

Were telling me about demons and negative entities and

They were bringing in the darkness basically - I was living in fear!

But I was trying (because my ego was still living in this love instant manifestation thing)

I was trying to see the best in everybody because I was like

"If I start thinking 'negative' about this situation, then that's what I'm going to manifest.

I knew how it worked and I knew that if I

took on their

way of looking at things that everything would go bad, but then it was implanted in me because this is what was happening

all this

Walking through

hell

The fire's of hell, and I couldn't like I'm like but... I'm happy

I'm a good person. I'm a happy person. I'm an angel y'know?

And it was oh god that was the hardest thing to go through

Hardest thing and I think up until a few weeks ago. I was still on

the tail end of that. Even after

oh my god. It was the biggest lessons of my life and the biggest transformation inside because I

was forced to deal with all my past issues because I thought I was crazy, I know and yeah

That's another thing I questioned everything.

If there are

beings that are helping me and people directing the show right now

They've led me into hell!

So I didn't trust them - they had to be turned off. So I went through all these rituals to cut them off.

No fucking communication

For infinite timelines.

No. Through infinity. You've got a no contact rule basically - I turned off all my guidance.

There was people making YouTube videos about me saying

I'm crazy

And I've got to get settled and balanced and I've still got victim mentality and all that kind of stuff

And then I turned into that!

so I was like

It was such a full circle thing to get back to this

Self-mastery

belief

because that

If you have dealt with all your shit

then you can't be knocked off balance, if you have boundaries,

of what is in alignment to you and your soul on what feels right for you and

You put a boundary and don't allow people to push you outside of your own integrity

Then this wouldn't have happened.

if I wasn't

Experimenting with something that I really should have been experiencing with because it already

sounded

like a

like an impossible challenge

Not that I don't believe it - I believe it

it happened, but I hadn't gotten dealt with my shit first

I didn't even know I had shit anymore. I was blissful

I was like just freaking lala land

And I'd healed myself -

like I knew that we were creating all this

- I knew it

and even though everybody in my daily life

They they didn't get what I was saying

Deer in headlights.

You know they didn't understand but

Even though they didn't know

I knew that I could help them

I knew that I could

I could raise their vibe.

I could help them somehow tap into this bliss

but now I'm

Idunno, Now I'm like that journey this morning

that showed me all these different

experiences that just transformed everything and

God so much has changed - my beliefs

my you know I

When I was going through the dark night, I didn't trust anyone

trust the invisible allies

The people around me they all became dark - and betrayal,

the nicest people

Hurt me real bad

they did - they were what I considered the

good people of this world and they

Really hurt me the most

because I expected more from them and

They allowed me to be in this situation,

and I was just like well - fuck if I can't trust

the good guys. I can't trust myself,

I can't trust my own intuition. I can't

and driving to work, and I'm thinking I shouldn't be driving

You know and this is another thing.

I don't think anyone going through a spiritual awakening

should be fucking working at a day job.

I really don't.

They need

freaking nurturing and understanding and clarity and

time to

integrate and

Time to allow all this darkness from the entire planet to go through them

you have to deal with the darkness of the entire planet

The entire experience of

creation and

I don't think a lot of people make it.

I don't think a lot of people make it

if they don't think it's a spiritual awakening.

I thought like

Hmm. I had this knowing that it was a spiritual awakening and

I had so much self-doubt

because of everything that had transpired that

I was like

It could be that I'm just delusional and you know

one of the youtubers said it was a psychotic episode

And I looked that up, and I sounded like I matched those bullet points

You know oh, it could be a psychotic episode,

then I really didn't trust myself.

I'm going through

well God don't talk to me. No one talked to me.

You know I wasn't the light anymore

I was the please avoid me, please don't come near me.

I am not to be trusted y'know like

don't

Don't be infected by whatever is infecting me, and I looked at

the demons and the entities and all

that kind of stuff and that all resonated

and the

psychosis resonated and the spiritual awakening resonated and

the

the I'm crazy resonated

And I really needed grounding

But that was a last thing that I wanted to do when I was going on my high

so when I was in my high I

Really needed to be grounded

But grounding what? you're gonna take all these abilities

away from me?

No, I want - I want more !

I want more of this - not less - y'know? but yes

getting grounded was the best fucking thing that ever happened

I was living off pure foods, clean foods

and that's how I got so healthy and stuff, but

I had to get dirty with my foods

and go back to fast food and coffee and

sugar and

junk and stuff like that just

To get normal... because

all I wanted now was to be normal.

I didn't want to be crazy

I didn't want to be spiritual.

I wanted my logical

Person back, but you can't plug yourself back

into the matrix after you've been unplugged

Once you see

all

these different perspectives and there's infinite

I've written

so many a4 notepads full of

These different circumstances that I've been through and each one of them is written from a different perspective

There is just infinite ways of

experiencing this reality and

um

I don't know what this

This journey is - I don't know where it's going

but this is what I was shown this morning.

These big

Life-changing events that I can't explain

that have changed me from this

from logic money-hungry to

to the king falling over -

to despair, and then -

to pure, unconditional love for everything -

to the knowledge of everything -

to questioning everything especially myself, and I'm

not

Now I don't know of any truth.

I know that we don't die

That might be the only truth I know

That we are souls experiencing this human experience.

Or not even - we're like shapes

geometric shapes - dots - experiencing this

My camera got full

And I wasn't sure how much I was yabbering before it

stopped recording, so I had to

Empty the phone out and

I thought I'd do some laundry

So, where was I up to

Yeah, I know that we don't die and

I know that's pretty much all I know

and

I have different ideas depending on what day it is as to

who we are, what we're here for

What

our Purpose is - all that kind of stuff,

but I am leaning now towards

We are here to just experience different perspectives that

We play out our perspectives as infinite perspectives to play out

the experience that we get

Is the the "Gold"

and That we do want to

Ever improve,

and I think the spiritual awakening thing is

and

the dark night that was *sigh*

They are - they're part of it - like unless

Look I wish it wasn't

But I don't know.

I don't know how we can improve

The experience for everybody like I think

we just took it too far in

not even too far, but it's time

to

to change it so that it's more of a

More of a benefiting from our experience now

rather than just creating whatever

Experience and just living on default

and just seeing how it goes like

you can create your reality

but part of the

Mastering of the self

which is another reason why we're here

Is this?

Dealing with

Infinite lives of

What we don't want to create or something?

There was so much. I wanted to say, but I because I think

I stopped in the middle of it, then I'm

Gone

For the moment, but I'm

I'm working on

My business again.

I've come full circle around to

Believing in infinite perspectives and

Creating our own reality

I do believe that if you're going through

Your spiritual awakening - any one of them

that you shouldn't be around

Anyone that hasn't been through it

And I think that that's why I need to bring this

business out to the public. I need

to make sure that I have

Some other way for people to make a living

so that they can deal with their shit,

so they can deal with

The stuff that's going to come from this and

so that they can share their gifts and share what they're learning and share

their

Experiences and share the

things that are helping them,

and if they've had support

which I didn't have

But if they've got like support from other people who have been through it.

They've got tools and things that you can use to

to get through some of these things, but I think that

me, I just

Rushed it so much

I wanted everything and I wanted

and I needed to close it down to

to integrate and work out whether I was crazy,

and I was because I was in

just a

Like I didn't know what was going on and I didn't know if it was

valid and I

Wasn't

I was thinking if I can't trust myself, then I can't do anything

And I didn't

so I stopped doing the business because I was like

well I don't want to lead anyone else down the dark path

I don't want anyone else to experience this - well now

that I've been through it at least I can help

Shed some light on the things that I did learn that was

so valuable out of that

But I would not have been able to do it without the IChing

I wouldn't have been able to do it

without the IChing, but

that's not to say that that route is for anyone for

everyone or

Anyone going through it

but

for someone that had

Nothing, and no one to turn to and

noone that we would understand and

everyone was telling you you're crazy

I needed to get grounded, and that's what it did

it showed me a

better way of looking at things

it gave me better perspectives

things that were more benevolent than the

Vengeance that I was feeling inside the

anger from being so betrayed

so misunderstood

no one understood, and I was so

Distraught by that

That no one understood, but I couldn't get grounded

either like I was just all over the place

I was just a freaking train wreck and

I shouldn't have been recording videos

while going through the dark night

But I didn't know what a dark night was y'know?

I didn't know what

That was

I thought that I was just experiencing a

little bit of depression or a bad day

that lasted years, but I didn't know that it was a

It was going to continue until ...

I thought I was just thinking different like my whole

Thinking had to change to

get through that and

so in hindsight. I wish I hadn't of

Recorded videos when I didn't understand. What was going on

I'm also grateful that I recorded videos because there's

Other people that probably would have experienced these wacky fucking things

as well and even though I couldn't mention some of the dark

Stuff that I was going through

because people

In my everyday life were the reflection mirror shadow so

I couldn't

Mention everything that was going on because

they could see these videos potentially

if they wanted to

if they were

curious enough - if they knew that I had a blog

if they knew I had a YouTube channel and

So I couldn't mention all the dark stuff that was going on

that was really going on

Because I wanted to protect them

And I didn't understand, I was still trying to see the higher

Way of looking at everything

like me sacrificing my own ego

sacrificing my

Reputation in the world

to protect them, to save them

which is what I thought my role was

I had no boundaries

I Have boundaries now

I'm very grounded now, and

I don't have - there was this thing that was always in my stomach

like a

Thing - a heaviness that was always in my stomach

My whole life. I've had that.

I never remembered a time that I didn't have that so I thought it was normal

That's not there.

I don't have fears. I have no fear of death

I have no fear of

the only mmm the only fear I have, is when I'm put in situations

where I can't feel free to be me which is a lot of the time and

I'm pressured by something to defend my beliefs

And like so now while I'm feeling free to

Express the journey that I had this morning which has given me A Perspective of

these big life-changing events

I feel fine

if I were to

Have conversations with friends or random people that I meet

about these experiences I would be fine

but put in a situation where I'm not sure like

when an instant snap judge that these experiences weren't real kind of thing and

there's something for me to work on because when I'm in those situations, I'm not

I feel like - well, they don't understand and that

Bothers me -and it shouldn't

because if it's my truth, it's my truth and

I don't feel bothered by it now

maybe I've already passed it, but I doubt it

you know. I don't know

Yeah, so I'm going to focus on the business and

the business will bring

a way for lightworkers and people going through

Their spiritual awakening and dark night of the soul,

and all that kind of stuff to make a living online

So that they can go within and work on their shit

And work on all this stuff so that they get rid of all the darkness in them

They get rid of that ball that they've got in their stomach. They get rid of their fears and

Suddenly, they're a clearer

Vibration that is

changing

One person at a time the

frequency that we're all experiencing on this planet as in

even if the

spiritual stuff was actually hokey-pokey

We are all

experiencing this world as

a basis because of our beliefs and

Things that we've been told that we've taken on

and we're experiencing that

the reason why you walk past that homeless person

is because you feel OK in your culture to be able to do that

in some cultures that would be just

Horriffic that you'd do that.

There's a

Cultural - there's so many different

overlays and stuff like that that we're

Experiencing - we're perceiving

Through these perspectives that we've been told that have

been told to us - the beliefs that we've had

everytime we've been betrayed

when we hate the world and we hate everybody and we hate ourselves most of all

mistakes we've made

and doing things wrong and oh

God there's just so much to this

human experience

There's just so much,

and I don't think anyone's there.

I think we're actually all here because we're not there

We're all here because we're learning something we're always from wherever we are

We're always learning growing evolving from

wherever we're at and there's always just

Infinite ways of looking at the same

Situation and

rather than getting to that at this time. I do want to shut up now

and

Get stuck back into the business so that I can um

Like launch it soon. That would be good.

launch it in April. Yeah. I will. Hopefully - okay, cya

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DARKEN, Before The Dark | S1 EP9 | KindaTV - Duration: 4:39.

Martin: I have been here longer than most.

And I have done my best to protect your words.

To keep secure all those who you have brought in to Darken.

And have been lucky enough to know you.

They are different.

They are terrible...

We kill each other.

Oh give me a purpose, Mother!

Show me a way to serve you and help to stop this madness.

Maybe you have already shown me the way?

Do I think she is right?

Yes.

I think she speaks your truth.

But is that enough for me to...

Tell her your most sacred secret.

You know that I would never...

Share with her your most...

Sacred secret unless...

It was of the utmost importance.

Necessity.

Olive: Where did you find her?

Martin: Near her room.

Someone poured acid on her and left her to die.

Olive: We're losing more of our people every day.

And Clarity keeps growing stronger.

I need to do something to end this bloodshed, Martin.

I don't know what!

Martin: The page from Mother's book!

Kim: Artemis left a note in my room...

Olive: Artemis wanted to leave Darken.

He must have read Mother's book looking for a way out.

"Mother Darken, hear my prayer."

"The door is open and you are there."

"Mother Darken, let me in."

What does it mean?

Martin: I don't know.

Olive: Martin, tell me!

Martin: It's an incantation to enter Darken.

There are many ways in...

Olive: And how many ways out?

What is this place?

Martin: It's a place where there is a door out of Darken.

Olive: Which means we can leave! I can help those that are in danger.

Martin: No, no it is locked.

By an ancient and powerful...

A key.

Olive: Who has this key?

Martin: Only Mother Darken.

Olive: Mother...

Your people are dying in here.

I know that's not what you wanted.

You created Darken to be a refuge for those that suffered in life.

But now those same people suffer because they are trapped in here.

I don't know what Clarity has done to you.

If you are able, you must gather what strength you have left.

You must help us now, Mother.

Help us, please!

Does this look like a key to you?

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DARKEN, Before The Dark | S1 EP8 | KindaTV - Duration: 3:58.

Wren: There's this pain in my stomach.

I think it's hunger.

I've forgotten what it felt like but I'm sure of it.

I'm hungry.

We've never been hungry in Darken before.

Or cold, either.

Artemis thought he was cold once.

I didn't believe him.

How could I?

He was always making up stories.

I think it was Lucian that killed him.

How could you let a man like that into Darken?

I guess that's the point, isn't it?

Even the worst can become good...

If they forget who they were before.

Olive's been gone for weeks looking for you, Mother.

She'll come back to find a war.

If she doesn't find you soon...

There won't be any of us left.

Please...

Come back.

Olive: At least they didn't destroy this.

Lucian: Did you find her?

Clarity said you wouldn't find Mother Darken.

I guess she was right.

Olive: Lucian...

We need to end the killing.

Lucian: Tell your people to stop resisting Clarity's rule.

Olive: I won't let Clarity destroy Darken.

Lucian: Clarity said you wouldn't kneel, Olive.

That's why we, her Disciples, are here to cleanse Darken of your kind.

I'm glad you won't give up...

Because then I get to kill the Queen of the Exiles!

Olive: Lucian! Lucian, don't you see what clarity wants?

She wants us to fear Mother Darken!

Lucian: Fear is what keeps people in place!

Wren: Olive...

What happened?

He's dead...

It's okay. It's okay, Olive. It's not your fault. You had no choice.

None of us did.

Olive: The others?

Wren: I lost Kim.

When a group of them attacked outside the temple.

Olive: And Martin?

Wren: Haven't seen him for days.

Did you find Mother?

Olive: What is it?

Wren: They're taking people's voices...

To silence them.

Olive: This ends now.

If Mother won't save her people...

Then I will.

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सांवली त्वचा (Dark Complexion) के लिए कैसे लगाएं और चुनें Best BB Cream या CC Cream | Anaysa - Duration: 4:24.

Hello friends !!!! I'm Payal

friends !!! most of girls don't like to use makeup daily

so we started finding options for BB and CC cream

in market products for fair skin are easily available in huge range

but problem is with dusky skin

few options are available in market for dusky skin

and if we find the right one

then we feel like the cream is not matching to our complexion

weather its dark or light according to our skin

in today's video I'm gonna tell you about BB OR CC cream shades

which are perfect for people with dusky skin

so let's get started with today's video

here i do have MAYBELLINE BB CREAMS in shade 01 nude

and LAKME CC cream 9 to 5 in shade honey

both creams are best for dusky skin tone

first i'm gonna show you maybilinne cream

before applying BB or CC cream we must use primer on our face

here i am using aloe vera gel

it also work as primer

as we applying primer before so bb cream not gonna in touch with pores

so we can save ourself from pimples and break out problems

now take bb cream on your hand and make small dots on your face

so bb cream gonna distribute on my face evenly

must apply bb cream on your neck area

with sponge i am blending bb cream

also in this video also i'm gonna show you how to apply cc cream with my hands

if you also have dusky skin and searching bb cream for yourself

so you can try nude shade of

it gets perfectly matched with my skin tone

it has SPF 21 & PA++

which protect us from sun's harmful rays

its so affordable as compared to foundation

I am using compact powder

so that my foundation doesn't looks cakey

take small amount of foundation on a sponge

apply it with taping all over the face

my skin type is dry

so I am applying little compact powder on my face

due to this my skin doesn't looks cakey

& my face looks natural n flawless all day long

you can see this BB cream matched with my skin tone

second option for dusky skin tone is

Lakme 9 to 5 CC cream

apply primer before applying CC cream

take a little amount of it

put dots all over your face

don't forget to apply it on your neck area

here I blend this CC cream by taping with finger tips

or instead you can use sponge

this honey shade of this CC cream

is perfect for dusky skin tone

contains SPF 30 & PA++

protects us from sun's harmful rays

its packaging is travel friendly

you can carry this easily

any where like college, office etc....

its texture is creamy so it blends easily on our face

I am using same compact powder to set the CC cream

as I told earlier

that take a little amount of it

apply it by on your face

compact powder makes your foundation flawless

this gets perfectly blend on my face

& also matched with my skin tone

so thats it for today's video

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Stories Of The Dark | Schoolies Video | Kindergarten Nursery Rhymes - Duration: 1:02:22.

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