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what is it that provides me with happiness?

you know, at times we say :

I'm waiting for that one day

that I meet that one person

so that we could have one life together

and be happily ever after!

so much for being happy...

and there's no denying. I've been saying the same things, too...

but today, for once; let's hit the logic :

what does make me happy?

or let me rephrase that question...

what does make me happy, today?

well, for starters...

I like to play with dogs. (I like to cuddle with them)

I like talking to girls. (no explanation for that!)

I like having my mind blown. (you know, in a completely different kind of way)

dancing when I'm all alone.

I like sharing what I learn. (like right now)

feelin' my body burn. (after a workout)

I liked getting to know my driver's little boy.

seeing a person crying out of joy.

I like solving Rubik's cube.

watching epic fails on YouTube.

and proposals, too. (I like proposals)

and no matter how hard (or far) things seem...

you gotta love and sing along the F.R.I.E.N.D.S theme.

I like to score good in exams. (who doesn't?)

using a lot of OMGs and GODDAMNs. (I don't use them publicly, but I do.)

and speaking of modern slang...

I like to use the word slayin', a lot.

knowing what a person's gonna be saying. (like I'm smarter than you, I know what you're gonna say)

or as I've said, being all weird and crappy.

having a meal that is already happy. (than me)

things like these are all I can think of when I think about being happy

wouldn't want to just chase that one day...

(ab isko bhi translate karuin?)

so, in my quest of getting to know myself

when I actually ask the question...

Where do I find my own happiness?

something inside of me answers that

and it says that : these little things that make me happy...

which, by the way, took me an hour to figure out. Ask me about my problems and it wouldn't take a second. But, anyway..

it says that these few little things that make me happy

these things are what I'm made of.

and that the next time when I feel down...

instead of pulling the happiness.. (that I've already given to the world outside)

instead of pulling that happiness back in, I could actually extract some of my own

from inside of me

so that everybody around me can feel it, because these little things provide me with happiness

right now.

how do I know this is right? - to be honest, I dont.

it just feels right.

and if I'm happy 'right now', and I can feel that happiness 'this very second'..

then who the hell cares where it's coming from?

who does?

but just for the question, just for the sake of it :

my guess :

it's coming from the place that I'm most familiar with...

because that place...

in fact

is me! - k