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What Actually Happened at Tanacon and Why it was Cancelled / Shut Down - Duration: 8:46.

as in war the victor only seems to win

what is up everybody this is Chris from the rewired soul where we talk about the

problem but focus on the solution and I am from my little vacation and over the

weekend a couple things took place VidCon and panic on so in this video I'm

gonna be talking about what really happened at Tanacon and I do want to

stress I want to stress this so much like my channel is not a gossip channel

my channel is not one of those YouTube commentary channels I'm a mental health

Channel okay I work with clients at a mental health treatment facility

I tell them stories all the time as cautionary tales I want them to look at

it and rather than criticizing the other person I want them to understand what do

they do in their life that is similar to this and maybe just not as extreme but

it's causing issues in their life that is destroying their mental health so

when I tell you these stories it is not to come down harshly on a person even

though I am someone who gives a lot of tough love I'm gonna be doing so with

Tana Mongeau but like I want you to learn from it I want you to look at the

situation and say oh wow maybe I do that and maybe this is affecting my mental

health in a very poor way alright so what I do want to talk about today when

it comes to Tanacon is something that I haven't seen anybody else touch on

which is the malicious intent as well as the revenge aspect of this so all my way

back from California today and me and my girlfriend we were sitting there in the

car and we were driving back and we were listening to a bunch of different videos

about what happened at Tanacon what happened how did this thing go to

hell what is a thing that happened and a lot of it if you don't know like it just

went downhill really fast basically what happened was the venue did not hold the

capacity of people who showed up and a lot of it had to do with like over

15,000 people showing up for the free entry and here's the thing so a lot of

people are talking about how nobody expected 15,000 people show up and

things like that and you know is it is it the management's fault whose fault

is it all right and one thing I will say is this when you put your name on

something when you run anything it's your fault all right I have talked about

this when I talk about internal locus of control and external locus of control if

you start taking the mindset of everything is my fault you're in much

more control and you you make smarter decisions all right so what people

aren't taking it into consideration is why Tanner had panic on in the first

place so Tina has this like long video how she was poorly treated at VidCon

very good like I'm glad she made that video like I don't think what VidCon

does is right even though I've never personally attended and watch the Toni

videos about it I think there's a balance but that's a whole nother video

all right Tanner felt mistreated by VidCon okay cool if any of you watched

my video about 13 reasons why and the psychology of revenge

this is what happened to Tana this is what happened to a bunch of the other

creators who are going to Tana Khan all right it was pretty much a big fu to

VidCon how do we know this how do we know this if you watch a lot of the

videos about people who are poorly treated at VidCon right you could tell

that they have this kind of revenge attitude this anger like when we get

angry we want to get a person back this is part of our evolutionary psychology

we feel like we need to get them we need to screw them over right so that quote I

said at the intro of this video is something that I've dealt with time and

time and time again pretty soon I'm gonna be focusing a week on anger alone

because I used to be the most angry person you would ever meet and one thing

that I loved doing was getting revenge if you got me I was gonna get you 15

times worse but when I set back and I looked at it and I was improving my

mental health I realized that time and time and time and time and time again

this didn't work out for anybody especially myself so what people aren't

addressing is the fact that Tana scheduled Tanacon for the exact same

weekend as VidCon now does that sound like she had no malicious intent intent

surely she didn't have it for the fans okay I truly believe that she cares

about the fans but she was trying to screw over VidCon

she purposely planned it for the same weekend but get this the venue that

Tennant got the one that was too small was right next to VidCon okay

so it would be foolish of her or anybody else to say that she didn't plan and

arrange all of these things based on trying to screw VidCon over she was

hoping to get some of their audience she was hoping to get these people now when

you start putting the pieces together like this the fault makes a lot more

sense because the venue size is it possible that the vineyard size wasn't

big enough because she purposely wanted a venue next to VidCon to steal their

audience right now the audience size is it possible that the audience size was

way bigger than what she expected because she was pulling in people who

were originally going to go to VidCon it's been an insane amount of money

think about that for a second all this was based on revenge and the thing is

here's the thing a lot of people were hurt a lot of people were hurt in this

not necessarily physically but definitely emotionally right their pride

their ego let's talk about the creators like Shane Dawson what a good guy what a

good guy like he has been there you know talking on Twitter saying like you know

her Hall wasn't a good place and stuff like that now I love Shane Dawson but I

wouldn't say that her heart was in the good in a good place based on what I'm

discussing in this video because her whole plan for this thing was to get

back at VidCon so there is a point where the heart was not in a good place okay

maybe when it came to the fans but the planning of this event wasn't so right

there's a lot of apologies going around and stuff and you know maybe you can't

plan such a big event in a month or two well why was it so rushed why was it so

rushed because she picked the same date as VidCon imagine if she pushed her back

imagine if she changed the location think about that for a second how many

people would have showed up if she would have done in some world I live in Las

Vegas tannaz originally from Las Vegas much

bigger venues much more accessibility because you're not in a city where one

of the biggest YouTube conventions is happening that same weekend so just some

things to think about now I was originally planning on making a video

about her terrible response and I was gonna say or make a video

about how to properly apologize but thank goodness for Shane Dawson and I

forgot the other guy's name James something my girlfriend told me but

anyways tena came out and she did a series of

tweets and she did a good apology and she took fault she took the blame and

everything like that that's what you got to do when you apologize when you make

an amend you have to take 100% fault and the best way to apologize is to put

yourself in the other person's shoes like think about it would you want to

hear like put yourself in that situation would you want to hear excuses would you

want to hear passing the blame would you want to hear these things of course you

wouldn't so when it comes to apologizing it's all about you and nobody else you

know but her original palsy came with like oh you know all these people were

faking that they had VIP there was this and this that's like calm down but

anyways that's not the point of this video so anyways like I said this isn't

like to you know harass Tana or anything I want you I want you watching this to

think about that think about has revenge ever suited you or has it all gone to

crap like when we sit back and look like and we ask yourself one simple question

is this useful or is this not useful to me okay look a revenge or anger 99.9

percent of the time it is not useful to us alright so I hope you take a lesson

from this and you can step back and reevaluate some of the situations in

your life like how can you do this and be the better person how can you do this

without setting yourself up for failure how can you do this without hurting

thousands literally thousands of other people in tannaz case alright so I hope

you took a little lesson from this video okay but anyways thank you so much for

watching and if you liked this video please give it a thumbs up and if you

are new here I'm always making videos to help you out with your mental health

click that little round subscribe button and a big THANK YOU to everybody

supporting my mission to spread awareness about mental health and to

help people who like I appreciate you guys so much and if you would like to

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there thanks so much for watching don't get revenge today and I'll see you

next time

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Showing what I looked like when I was normal - Duration: 7:11.

Showing what I looked like when I was normal by Victoria X Rave

hello oh my god she's a fuckin beautiful today

hey it's Victoria cream here I back I was never gone but I'm back in a whole

nother way the new Victoria okay I do this like every so often it's like a

snake taking off its skin it's like okay born again mommy daddy no no daddy no

I'm single Victoria is a happy Victoria she wants to be single I am gonna move

I'm gonna travel I've got to change up my content it's gonna be great so stay

tuned for that make sure you're subscribing and turn into the post

notifications and light of this new changed Victoria fuck hey I don't think

she has a mental disorder Victoria I'm gonna take you guys into the past and to

what I was before I was Victoria x-ray I've always been doing swags right okay

I've never been Victoria x-rayed I've never been Abed to a rave that's just

that's a lie so we're gonna go through some photos of

past of past victorious so let's start here I'm gonna show the first photo on

the screen I'm gonna scooch over to the side that's really far back I was I was

fattest fuck I'm not in the good way Jack I was like I was like a ball I'm so

fat the one that's kind of like longingly staring off into the distance

I still do that yep alright that's that's a little too far back let's let's

fast for okay this isn't too far off from me either this is this is sad

Victoria I've always been a sad SAP but uh a sad sap that likes to party

I partied a hard look at my red cheeks I don't know what I got into there I'm

staring off into the distance again I don't know I always see thou is staring

at a distance of the future I don't know I'm thinking about getting bangs like

that again I was hot for a baby when I say have a

nice classy lady I mean I'm a nice classy lady I was brought up as a classy

lady did you see this okay I am the classiest of ladies I should dress like

that I should dress like that for a week

would you just watch that if I dress like I used to okay so this actually

properly describes how I grew up this was me growing up it's a good picture to

represent that um I grew up as a farm girl and I want to incorporate that more

incident my my videos I want to have more animals I want to have more like I

don't know life to my videos like that I'm right there I'm still doing like the

butt pose you know you'd never change I wish I had to go again but and this is

the rest my family we had a plentiful harvest that season our quiver was full

of children we were able to be fed throughout the winter the harsh winter

months yeah no okay all right so now I'm going to show you me as kind of like a

preteen slash teenager so this is not some random concert I don't remember

what it was that shirt is so tacky that's my natural hair color right there

if you guys want to know that's my natural hair color and that's my sister

and that's I don't know who that guy is some bad guy this is when I had my very

first job at Arby's and again that's my natural hair color I didn't know how to

do my makeup at all angsty still staring off into the distance what do you see

over there what's over there I'm still looking over yonder curl my hair and I

parted it in the middle who does that will you love me I still do that that's

what I do the guy is like whenever they're about to like leave me I'm like

but please I just want your love and affection this describes my teenage

years pretty well riding horses this is before I had any tattoos or colored hair

or anything so long shorts you know got to keep it you know like Westland

Methodist style okay that's not Wesley mess this style trust me let no that's

not like before or like whenever I was like a little a little girl with that

you know that that that hangs up that's Wesley Methodist I'll this is this is

just um thick and then I started you know my transition

into this butterfly so I started dyeing my hair brown like a brownish because I

didn't want to go all the way black because that was you know I needed to to

gradually go into it so my parents when it freaked out too much it's getting to

my emo stage very much very much emo and still staring off into the distance it's

just a little bit lower so it's like it's a little bit sadder of a stare but

that hair looks shiny like I would look at these pictures I'm like dang man I

wish I had sometimes I wish I had normal hair to be that shiny like I just want

to kind of pet me dome does the sheep and then I was like I got funky I'm just

gonna go out demonic now so I'm just like you can't see me these bangs cover

my eyes just enough to wear it spoken to poke them and it's very uncomfortable

but it looks cool right and then after that I've met my first boyfriend and

this is what my grandma which she passed away like a year ago which is sad then

this is my hair kind of brownish like it's fading out from the black and I got

like these awful lip piercings that were like I I wear like these huge rings my

lips and it didn't look good and I look back now and I'm just like that did not

look good but I thought it was the coolest thing and we we did music

together and stuff you guys probably know who that is you know I'm like you

know what I'm just gonna go blonde so I went blonde for a while you can see

these awful lip breaks of this picture and that's my dog that I missed so much

his name's sho'nuff for some reason I only died like some of my hair this is a

mess it's a mess I don't like to show this to you this is embarrassing but

those are just some Pat's past pictures I start dyeing my hair pink and then

eventually I got dreadlocks I got decked out and all my tattoos

that's what I used to look like whenever I was normal I hope you enjoyed that

blast from the past maybe in like ten years I look back and this not be like

what the fuck was like doing but it doesn't matter because it's all quick

pretty perfect change it but I'm just glad I don't have those huge lip rings

anymore and you know I'm still gonna like I'm still me you know I've been me

the whole entire time I'm just going you know through different stages this stage

of life that I have been living is coming to an end now and I'm going into

a new one that's really exciting and I hope that you guys will join me in that

stage it's still good Mee Mee 2.0 alright well I need to I

need to go now stay off into the distance longingly

leave some comments below if you think that I should you know revert back to my

my Westland Methodist stage or my Evo stage or if I'm you know cool how I am I

don't know I just love interacting with you guys and you guys know that I was

ready to spawn - all your comments on the first day of posting them to

extraterrestrial okay

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A Florida Frat Was Allegedly Operating a Secret Revenge Porn Facebook Group. - Duration: 1:51.

For Complex News, I'm Hanuman Welch

A fraternity at the University of Central Florida, Delta Sigma Phi, has been allegedly

running a secret Facebook group called the "Dog Pound," where members of the fraternity

share nude photos and videos of women without consent.

The group was discovered in March, when Kathryn Novak was on vacation with her then-boyfriend

Brandon Simpson.

During their trip, Novak caught a glimpse of an alarming text on Simpson's phone from

his frat brother where the two were discussing a naked video of Novak, according to a lawsuit

that Novak filed on Thursday.

She had never given her boyfriend permission to share the video.

Novak insisted to know what was going on, and discovered the "Dog Pound."

Per the New York Times, Novak said she found out that her now ex-boyfriendSimpson had been

posting nude photos and videos to the Facebook group since October.

She's also accused the frat of uploading images of several other women, and is now

suing Simpson, as well as the UCF fraternity and four of its members, for $75,000.

According to the lawsuit, the fraternity "routinely posted images and videos of their sexual conquests"

to the group, and that allegedly over 200 people saw one video of Novak, not including

how many people could have been in the group.

Novak and her boyfriend were in a long-distance relationship, so she consensually sent him

photos and videos, though one video was taken without her knowing, the Times reported.

Novak is being represented by Michael Avenatti, who's also Stormy Daniels' lawyer.

He told the Times that when Novak discovered the footage had been shared, it was "devastating."

"The fact that you had a basically frat-boy atmosphere, both literally and figuratively,

that was centered on the exploitation of women without their knowledge or consent is outrageous."

-Michael Avenatti

Following the suit, Delta Sigma Phi has suspended its UCF chapter, telling the Times that the

accusations were "disturbing and antithetical to our organization's values and mission."

The university is presently "gathering information" about the purported Facebook group.

That's all for now, for everything else subscribe to Complex on YouTube.

For Complex News, I'm Hanuman Welch.

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Virgo End of June 2018 *What is the ex thinking* - Duration: 11:52.

Hi Virgo hi viewers if you haven't subscribed please click on the link

below and also click on the bell notification so that you can get my

readings when they come out, ok so let's just draw some cards for you

from the gilded tarot deck and find out what your Ex is thinking for the end of June

2018 remember this energy can go into the

month of July however you can check your July reading to find out whether you

know the information that you're getting is coming through the July as well

okay so let's find out what your Ex is thinking now Virgo what I'm feeling is

that your Ex is feeling quite regretful about a third party situation

they're also feeling that perhaps if they'd stayed with you that their wishes

could have been fulfilled but now they're feeling that you know that the

opportunity is too late for that opportunity now they can't get go

through it anymore okay so for some of them they feel like a children may have

been a burden for them so either this could be their own children or your

children so perhaps children were getting in a way of the relationship at

the time and I feel that you know the the issue of having children in their

life was just too much okay now again ( that's not a card ) so we are looking at a

third party relationship that occurred between you and another person so this

could be your Ex's third party which I'm feeling more strongly than than a third

party from your set from your side of things they're all I'm also being told

that there was quite a bit of jealousy so this could have been communication

between you and a person or the opposite sex that your partner was not pleased

about so perhaps they wanted to have you all them to themselves and and this may

have caused them to move into their own third party relationship as well okay so

what else is your Ex thinking so you could be dealing with a water sign

person you've got the king of cups here King of cups can indicate your Scorpio your

cancer or a pisces person I've seen quite strongly that it could actually be

a Scorpio person that you were dealing with in the past and here we are the Ex

is thinking that it is probably best that you guys moved on because here we

do have the nine of Pentacles with the star card so they feel like eventually a

wish has been fulfilled for them and for you perhaps there was somebody else that

moment and that's the place that they need to be right now so I understand

that how how difficult it is sometimes when you really want to have somebody

back and you really think there might be an opportunity for for you and them but

I'm just feeling like a few guys that the best thing at this time if you're

were dealing with a water sign is to move forward and to move on from this

person you know there could be a friendship a good friendship there but I

just don't feel like there could be anything more than that feel like you

know you Virgo have finally opened up your intuition and you're seeing that

things are much different now than they used to be so perhaps you don't have the

feelings for that person that you had before or that person doesn't have

feelings for you in the way that you thought they may have so sometimes our

Ex's can give off a sign that they're interested when really in fact they're

just trying to connect with us find out what's going on or to see you know

hopefully they're trying to find out whether you know their life is better

than better now without you in it or vice versa

captive Virgo's sometimes we're better off on our own or away from the people

that cause us problems okay so let's see what else is going on for your Ex okay

so that they're definitely still thinking about you if you're wondering

about whether they're thinking about you they're absolutely still thinking about

you you are on the for at the forefront of their mind they are

wondering about whether you're thinking of them even if you're still having

contact you are on their mind but they are seeing an ending there and then

seeing that the two of you will get back together okay so it just feels like

they're moving on and perhaps Virgo this might be a sign that you are going

to move on too so Virgo don't try and manifest this into something it's not

you know whether this king of cups person is right for you or not

I do feel again that you know this this either this water sign cancer Pisces or

a Scorpio you know things are not meant to be with this person at this time okay

so Virgo does that mean that new love is coming in for you let's find out

I'll give the cards a quick shuffle

okay so Virgo let's see if new love is coming in for you since we're

moving on from the Ex okay so for those who are interested I am using the gilded

tarot cards today and let's do a couple of romance angel

cards for Virgo as well beautiful so you know I I really dislike that this always

comes out for my Virgos but I'll just show you what I've got in a second

so asking if new love's coming in

Hello to anyone who's just opened into the forum okay so Virgo look

I hate to repeat be a broken record but look I don't know why you guys always

seem to be focused on your finances and career absolutely focused on your

finances in career look half of you are just not manifesting love I don't know

what's going on and it must be something to do with the retrogrades or the

planets or something and this goes for me to being a Virgo

it's it always feels like finances and career are on the forefront and it's

like your focused either so focus on money or career growth or

just bettering yourself and that's just such a Virgo trait but I do feel that

there is a past life relationship coming through for you so whoever is going to

be coming in for you is going to be a past life person it is but to be someone

that you've had some kind of spiritual or soul connection with, again this could

be that king of cups I was just mentioning earlier in the reading but

it's not about new love it's you guys it just feels like you're focused on your

career so I'm not happy within it so let's see if we can grab some tarot

cards see if some new love's coming in for you Virgo maybe it's time that you

start focusing on maybe other aspects of your life, geez Virgos yeah I'm sorry Virgo

but at this time I don't feel at least until the end of this at the end of this

month month so it's all about decisions virgos you need to decide Virgo what are

you going to focus on are you just going to focus on your career on your hobbies

on things to make you better and there's nothing wrong with with bettering

yourself really Virgo there's nothing wrong with it

I mean God I've probably done like a million courses but you need to start

thinking about what it is you're trying to focus on it's not it's no use trying

to focus just on your your love section or on your career section you've got to

learn how to have that balance with all of you so just just really think about

what it is you're trying to manifest I really want to see some better

cards for July and I'll be doing your guys for your guys reading for joy first

because I really want to start seeing some love and some romance coming into

virgos life can we please try it look can we get like a sneak peak please and thank

you for saying that you like my videos so let's get some can we please get

something for love we get something for love for virgos please for the month of

July we'll never sneak peek okay all right so that's a bit more positive so

we do have some heart to heart conversations so you guys look look like

July it might be a better month for you but remember what I said Virgo start

thinking about what you want to focus on what is it you want to focus on are you

wanting love or you trying to focus on your career you can't have both well you

can have both but you can't be focusing on two things just focus on one thing

the other one will come naturally so maybe your focus for the month of July

could be love bringing in a new person it's it's really really exciting okay so

let's get three tarot cards please for my Virgos regarding love so um

yep so you are gonna push through whatever barriers whatever problems or

issues you're going through now Virgo if it's regarding your career if it's

regarding your Ex if it's regarding your love life I do feel like you get a push

through it there is going to be I know this is totally off subject now but we

are looking at better financial control for the month of July just as a

sneak peak and some of you Virgos are going to be learning to communicate in a

different manner so sometimes we can be a little bit judgmental and harsh about

the way that we communicate things across and I know that as a double

Virgo but it's all about you guys thinking

about what is you're trying to focus on and how you're going to get things

across and how you're going to actually get into somebody's life and and start

bringing about a more romantic and gentle approach so your main energy for

the month of July we'll just put that I know it's about the Ex but we're

saying you just need to make the effort okay you just need to make the effort so

if you're looking at dating make the effort but for those

during what the Ex is thinking I do feel like your Ex is still thinking about you

but they're they're not thinking of you in the way that you possibly want them

to and you know quite frankly I'm just seeing this connection is one that

is probably best you know left as a friendship rather than a relationship so

of course this isn't going to resonate with everybody if you do have a

beautiful relationship with another person if you have got a wonderful

friendship that's blossoming into something else

obviously this reading isn't for you so just take what you need to from the

other segments of this reading but thank you so much Virgo for tuning in today

and I shall see you soon for another reading bye

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WHAT IS HAPPENING?! | FOOTBALL MANAGER 2018 | SAVING SOUTHPORT #3 - Duration: 19:20.

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Recovering AJ Ramos is just glad he now knows what was wrong - Duration: 6:18.

Recovering AJ Ramos is just glad he now knows what was wrong

Mets pitcher AJ Ramos is relieved to have found an explanation for why his once-considerable talents vanished seemingly overnight.

Ramos, who underwent surgery at the Hospital for Special Surgery in Manhattan last week to repair a torn labrum in his right shoulder, said he was reluctant to blame his performance on any injury.

But at the same time, acknowledging the serious discomfort he had been feeling — since last September — gave him closure as to why he hadn't been pitching up to his usual standard.

"It kind of gave me some peace of mind, like, 'OK, it's not just in my head that I'm doing bad,'" Ramos said Sunday before the Mets fell to the Dodgers, 8-7, in 11 innings.

Deciding how to go about treatment was a struggle for Ramos, who knew his season and career were at stake.

He can become a free agent after the season.

"It was a tough decision, that's why it took so long," said Ramos, who was 2-2 with a 6.41 ERA in 28 appearances before going on the disabled list in late May.

"I think the team was giving me some privacy to try and make a decision, because once surgery is in the mix, especially being a free agent next year, it's kind of like a big decision to make.

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"It's disappointing to have it, but it's also getting my shoulder fixed.

I haven't had a healthy shoulder in God knows how long.".

What threw the training staff off, in Ramos' opinion, was how his velocity remained nearly normal.

Thus the belief nothing could be seriously wrong.

So the 31-year-old turned to routine treatment in attempt to get back on track.

"It just steady stayed at that same level, it didn't get no better, no worse," said Ramos, who revealed that the root of his injury was a loose shoulder capsule.

"We were okay with that, but then it started affecting the way that I pitched.

I wasn't able to go out there and do the things that I normally could and that was disappointing.".

Doctors were able to tell him from MRI exams that there was some tearing, fraying and his interior capsule was stretched out.

But Ramos took full responsibility for continuing to pitch at less than 100 percent.

"It's not like they're going to say, 'Oh, he was hurt so we're going to give those runs back.' That was still my responsibility," Ramos said.

"I affected those games daily, so I'm responsible for that.

Still, but at the same time, it is the way it is, it happened the way it did and now we're here.".

His recovery should be anywhere from a year to a year-and-a-half, but the 2016 All-Star believes he'll be ready before then.

With his free-agency looming, the added pressure to come back quickly is apparent to Ramos.

Though the situation is exactly the type of circumstances he believes he performs best in.

"Now my back is against the wall — how am I going to respond to this, because people don't come back from this very well," he said.

"When you're in danger of having something taken away from you that you've been playing your whole life, you're going to fight a little bit harder.

"I'm not focusing on what can or can't happen if I mess up, I'm filling my space with nothing but positivity, nothing but healing, nothing but things going forward to stay positive about it.

This is not a good surgery to have, especially being a free agent, especially being 31-years-old.".

The Texas native plans to stick around New York during his recovery, hoping to be around the team as much as he can.

He repeatedly mentioned how well the organization has treated him and he hopes to help out wherever he can.

"This will be my first summer I've had since I was like 7 or 8 years old.

This is my first summer not playing baseball," Ramos said.

"That alone is kind of a weird thing to think about.

Being around the guys will help out a lot.".

For more infomation >> Recovering AJ Ramos is just glad he now knows what was wrong - Duration: 6:18.

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Jesse Lingard's gem against Panama was just what he needed - Duration: 3:07.

I said in Saturday's Sportsmail that Jesse Lingard needed to add goals to his game and it's fair to say he answered me

Panama had obviously done their homework. Gabriel Gomez had been earmarked to more or less man-mark Jesse

They kicked him, they pulled him, they elbowed him but he got through all that and his performance was terrific

Energy-wise, his levels were high, he ran into a great position for the first penalty and then his goal was simply the best of the day

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They are, of course, totally different players but, like Jesse, Mark used to be criticised for missing too many easy chances but then score a spectacular one which left you saying, 'Where did that come from?'Jesse is now doing the same with some spectacular goals for club and country

What really impressed me though is his fitness. You can see after he went off that he was joking on the bench, juggling a pair of dirty socks — that's what he's like, full of life

Yet what he does on the pitch isn't easy.It was 30 degrees out there and the short sprinting and hard running he does is incredibly draining

The fact Gareth Southgate took him off with Harry Kane should be a major boost to Jesse's confidence as it is clear he is considered important to our plans

We have two games to think about now, not just one, and Gareth was obviously looking to rest him

Confidence is really high now, although we should not be carried away.Panama are arguably the competition's worst team

They did incredibly well to qualify but if we had been playing the USA it would have been a different contest

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Jesse Lingard's gem against Panama was just what he needed - Duration: 3:43.

I said in Saturday's smail that Jesse Lingard needed to add goals to his game and it's fair to say he answered me

Panama had obviously done their homework. Gabriel Gomez had been earmarked to more or less man-mark Jesse

They kicked him, they pulled him, they elbowed him but he got through all that and his performance was terrific

Energy-wise, his levels were high, he ran into a great position for the first penalty and then his goal was simply the best of the day

In many ways he reminds me of Mark Hughes's goal threat. They are, of course, totally different players but, like Jesse, Mark used to be criticised for missing too many easy chances but then score a spectacular one which left you saying, 'Where did that come from?'Jesse is now doing the same with some spectacular goals for club and country

What really impressed me though is his fitness. You can see after he went off that he was joking on the bench, juggling a pair of dirty socks — that's what he's like, full of life

Yet what he does on the pitch isn't easy.It was 30 degrees out there and the short sprinting and hard running he does is incredibly draining

The fact Gareth Southgate took him off with Harry Kane should be a major boost to Jesse's confidence as it is clear he is considered important to our plans

We have two games to think about now, not just one, and Gareth was obviously looking to rest him

Confidence is really high now, although we should not be carried away.Panama are arguably the competition's worst team

They did incredibly well to qualify but if we had been playing the USA it would have been a different contest

As it is, the lads did their job well. Beating anyone 6-1 in a finals is a great performance but now the real competition begins

  As told to Simon Jones