today I've brought you a very special guest to talk about opiate addiction
withdrawal as well as recovery so make sure you stay tuned
what is everybody this is Chris from the rewired soul where we talk about the
problem but focus on the solution and if you're new to my channel my channel is
all about mental health as well as addiction recovery so if you're into
that kind of stuff make sure you subscribe and ring that notification
bell so yes special guest Roberta I'll introduce to you in just a little
bit so I just want to give you some backstory on I know Roberta and why
she's doing club with me so YouTube
addiction and mental health stuff for those of you who don't know me I am a
recovering opiate addict myself I just celebrated six years in June you know
smaller than I am you know I was really like reaching out talking to people and
just watching other people and seeing what their videos were like and like
Roberta and I we talked a little bit like in her comments and I was just
watching her with these ups and downs some withdrawal videos some like sober
videos and withdrawal videos some sober videos and I was just watching you know
I got clean that we don't do that we don't try to force anybody into doing
this but like I talked about on my channel like unsolicited advice and
interventions and just came a point where I was like I want to share a
little bit of her experience of you know what was going on in her life and what
she's been doing to stay clean for the few months someone recently asked me
what my resistance was to joining a or n/a my drug of choice is opiates
prescription painkillers I had a drinking problem I never really
considered myself an alcoholic but definitely a pain pill addict for sure I
guess for me I had been in and out of the
rooms in AAA and AAA na na a for several times in my life and 43 years old when I
became first became actively addictive to addicted to painkillers I was in my
early 20s and life goes on things happen in and out of the rooms of
AAA and na and I guess I just never really wanted to commit I knew that if I
stayed there in those rooms that I would have to do the work and I always felt
like especially in my younger years I always felt like there was more living
that I had to do I felt like living meant keep doing the things that I
questioned that we're harming me at the time I guess and so I just resisted
there's a squirrel back there chasing me
years later I started a channel on YouTube Rock and Roberta and I was
getting off the maintenance medication called suboxone and I wanted to document
it so people could see what the withdrawal was like because there wasn't
a lot online that that I found very helpful some some some channels helped
but I wanted people to see what the withdrawal was like daily so I
documented that well when I got off suboxone I really thought I was cured
because when I got out in suboxone I didn't crave anymore and I thought I
was cured did a little bit of counseling especially in the beginning I was on
suboxone for three years but I went got a suboxone it was like all of a sudden I
had to face reality again and I just I kept slipping up and relapsing and I
didn't go back into active addiction but I didn't want to and I found my channel
I was crying and I said I need help and one of my subscribers Nicole Nicole
or day she was always on me to get into the program get into the program and
actually several of my subscribers were always on my butt to do it and I was
just always resistant toward it and then the rewired soul came on one of my
subscribers and he was like I have why aren't you going to meetings and I
thought to myself as I'm laying there crying after a slip-up of doing oxy for
how many ever days I was like why why am I not so I got my butt into a a at the
for the thing I did differently this time was I got a sponsor right away and
so I just finished my fourth step I like being in the program
it's definitely work and but at this point in my life I'm ready to do the
work I had to admit that I had a problem and I had to ask for help
and so I finally finally at this stage of my life I was able to do that and so
it's difficult it's challenging changing my life is challenging I'm new to
recovery it's only been a few months but you know I'm doing it and it
I know it's I know it's worth it I know it's worth it to take care of myself
I've had a I've had a rough life some of it was bestowed upon me and some
to myself and I'm just ready for ready for the change come over and just look I
just wanted Roberta to share like what a lot of us go through and you know to to
kind of you know go back nobody did for me
everything that Roberta's done is 1,000% her you know but like we need to support
each other and whether it's addiction or mental health like the other day I
talked about something called an informal intervention pretty much just
what I did that's all I did on Roberto's Roberta saying like on her
video like when she was talking about how she was like crying and you know why
don't you just go into some meetings you know like I do not try to strong-arm
anybody into going into any meetings but at a certain point we have to have
somebody come in and tell us what we need to hear and not what we want to
hear and I could definitely relate to Roberta like I tried to do this thing my
own way for many years for many years I was trying to do things my own way I'm
like I'm gonna quit when I want to I'm gonna do this
all these other things right and none of them ever worked and it wasn't until the
point by botulin and I said you know what maybe I don't know what's best for
me maybe I need to try something new maybe I need to do something different
and luck Roberta I bounced in and out of the rooms too but I never put in the
work I never put in the work I've mentioned this in very old videos like
going to you know the rooms or even going to therapy
it's like prescription so it blows my mind
it blows my mind how many people I was
to come over here you know it's crazy like she is say this for a few months
this is all stupid and I know some of you came here for addiction recovery
stuff and like I know I kind of dive into all sorts of different mental
health topics like if you want to follow someone's addiction recovery journey
whether you are in recovery whether you're trying to get clean or if you
have a loved one who's in addiction that we're trying to get clean like check out
Roberta's channel I will have links down the description up in the info card it
will also be at the end but Roberta makes like videos a ton like a lot of
videos and she talked about her journey and she talks about her struggles and a
success and everything all right so make sure
that you go check out Roberta but let me let me hear from all of you and I know
some of you watching this you know you're you don't have a problem with
drugs or alcohol or anything like that but let me know down in the comments
below like have you ever been really resistant to something that might help
you I mean you finally did it and it actually helped like let me know down in
the comments like it's just really interesting to me how stubborn we can
all be sometimes all right anyways that's all I got for you with this video
if you like this video please give it a thumbs up if you're new make sure to
subscribe and win that notification about promise there is a leak right
there click or tap subscribe to Roberta she's amazing she's awesome go check out
her channel out subscribe rainy notification about thank you so much for
Roberta for coming over and sharing your story I'll see you all next time
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Peter Crouch share what was said in stoke dressing room when Shaqiri sealed move to Liverpool - Duration: 2:13.
the Merseyside Giants were questioned when they triggered the attacking
midfielders pounds 13,000,000 release Clause following Stokes relegation from
the Premier League but former England international told the Daily Mail he has
no doubts about the ability of Shaqiri and believes he has a special talent
that could take Liverpool to the next level to see him thriving for Liverpool
then comes as no surprise to me Crouch said when he got his move to Anfield in
the summer I said to a few of the lads in our dressing room that he would go
there and rip it up in that is what he has been doing over the last few weeks
people say it is impossible to break up Liverpool's three-man attack of Mohamed
Salah Roberto Firmino and say Theo mein when they are all fit but if anyone is
going to do it Shakira can in terms of ability he is up
there with the best I played with trust me he can be whatever he wants to be
opinion Shakira has had its share of voluble critics Gary Neville and his
former Stoke teammate Charlie Adam are notably not like members of his fan club
but there is a growing sense that the Switzerland international can be more
than a useful squad man at Liverpool over the next few years
unsurprisingly he was initially used sparingly as he watched the Holy Trinity
of Sallust Firmino and main from the sidelines Jurgen Klopp was initially
brutal handing him his first league start against Southampton and then
hauling him off at half-time despite an impressive display the firm message has
been you have to work your socks off to get in this team the penny appears to
have dropped judging by Shakira's outstanding
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What Salah was doing at corners may explain Liverpool fans' frustrations - Duration: 2:14.
Mohamed Salah put in a terrific performance and found the back of the net as Liverpool brushed aside Cardiff 4-1 on Saturday
The Egyptian, who had been going through something of a goal drought, has now scored four goals in his past three games
But despite his positive display at Anfield, there were some questions raised over his corner taking abilities
One fan tweeted during the clash: "Salah's delivery from corners are sickeningly bad at times" Another posted: "Salah's corners are horrific
" With a different supporter stating: "Salah's corners have been s****." Read More Liverpool fans "can't get over" what Roberto Firmino did during Cardiff win But not all was as it seemed
It turns out Salah's corners weren't bad, he was actually trying to shoot at goal
Some may view Salah's tactics as a waste, but it's worth remembering the forward did score from a corner for Egypt earlier this month
But any frustrations Liverpool fans may have had were immediately forgotten as Salah opened the scoring at Anfield
Strike partner Sadio Mane then doubled Liverpool's lead before Cardiff gave the hosts a slight scare through Callum Paterson
Salah then turned provider, first setting up Shaqiri's goal before assisting Mane for the forward's second
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Dejan Lovren was fuming with what Josh Murphy got away with in Liverpool 4-1 Cardiff - Duration: 3:29.
Liverpool now occupy first place in the Premier League table after a 4-1 win over Cardiff City
Jurgen Klopp's rampant side made it eight wins in 10 league matches with a dominant display at Anfield
The Reds had to wait until the 84th minute to score a third goal but the stats show just how one-sided the encounter was
Per BBC Sport, Liverpool had 80 per cent possession and attempted 19 shots compared to just two for Cardiff
Callum Paterson made things interesting when he made it 2-1 in the 77th minute, but late goals from Xherdan Shaqiri and Sadio Mane secured all three points for the hosts
It was Mane's second goal of the match, and Mohamed Salah was also on the scoresheet
Cardiff boss Neil Warnock praised the efforts of his players but there was one incident with Josh Murphy that he may not be too pleased with
Murphy's awful dive In the second half, the striker collected the ball in an advanced area but he had to do things alone due to a lack of viable options
Yet he attempted to win a free-kick with a truly awful dive that left Dejan Lovren furious
Referee Stuart Attwell turned down Murphy's appeals but inexplicably failed to show him a yellow card
Lovren wanted a yellow card and so did Liverpool supporters, who reacted to the incident on Twitter
Murphy may not have received a free-kick but he certainly got away with an act of simulation
Defeat leaves Cardiff in 17th place in the table with the worst defensive record in the league
They've conceded 28 goals in 10 matches - a rate that doesn't bode well for their hopes of surviving the drop
Yet Warnock was pleased with how his players fared at an "intimidating" location
"Anfield is an intimidating place," he said at full-time. "Our fans were fantastic, they know we are up against it
"The lads gave everything. It was so quiet when Paterson scored, you had to dream of a comeback
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What is Halloween: You Will Have Truble Sleeping After Seeing This - Duration: 6:02.
Today's video about Halloween in America
This is one of the decorated houses
As you can see it is very scary
Walking Dead
skulls
witches
a lot of things
Here are the three witches
It is not a house but a place of Horror
To the end
lets see it
Here in America there are people obsessed with decorating their homes for Halloween
Very fancy decorating
Look at this thing on the wheelchair
And put him on nourishing
art
what you saw is not a festival
It is a house
Decorated with these things
for Halloween
The Hallion is held every year
On October 31
in America
And other places
Such as Germany exists but less
Halloween
Is a Christian celebration
Some says it is likely to be pagan
Before Christianity
It is a celebrated as Ammar said
On 31 October
As you can see the houses are decorated like this
Halloween Evolved over time
Before they visited the graves
They put candles on them
Because they believe in this day
the souls of the saints, martyrs and people
wonder around
They fast from eating meat today
And several other things
Stay with us to see what else they do on this day
People wear costumes
Especially children
they enjoy this day
They take small baskets like these
Let me show it to you
They carry it with their hands
And wear a costume
They knock on the doors
Not all doors
houses which are decorated
They turn on lights at night
if it is turned of the don't go
mean They do not celebrate the day
but if the lights were turned on
They knock the door and say
Trick or Treat
They give them candy
They return in large quantities
From desserts to their homes joyfuly
This reminds us of our traditions
In Magina, Magina
The same
Some give them candy and the other pours water on them
To go
What do you think of this habit?
Write us in the comments
Look at the size of these pumpkins
Giant
Some traditions of Halloween
Is pumpkin carving
As you can see here
They are celebrating
And all come
Pumpkin is free
But you buy sculpture tools
They light them for Halloween
Ireland considers Halloween the first day of winter
And also some traditions
Which is held in Halloween
is lighting a fire
Near the houses
A belief that spirits are lost on that day
the use the light To find their way
Families meet
Some are fasting
Of meat
They make potato dumplings
Frying pans
Apple Pies
They telling Horror stories
They watch Horror movies
And such things
Some people go to churches
They light candles
For loved ones departed
Like us on our fests
Previously, when the houses dont give food
the kids make troubles around the house
this is why it is called Trick or Treat
other information about Halloween
it is allso called
Halloween Festival
And also the day of horror
The tradition of wearing costumes dates back
to the sixteenth century
they were wearing
costumes
and knock the doors and sing
Religious songs and hymns
For food
Because at that time there was a drought
One belief in this celebration
They say that the house that refrains from offering sweets and food
Accompanied by bad luck for next year
For the next season
We hope you liked our special episode about Halloween
Do not forget to subscribe to the channel
And tell your family and your friends about us
Go now and watch this video
Do not forget to Subscribe
so we continue making new videos
There is also a channel called Ammar and Israa
Do not forget to subscribe to it
Write to us your opinion of these traditions
Whether you are against it or with it
Bye
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EW staff reveals: What was your first scary movie? - Duration: 17:34.
Judging from EW staffers' recollections, watching your first scary movie is an unforgettable experience
We culled some horrible (and some delightful!) horror film memories by posing the question
Now answer for yourself below! No-Sleep Sleepovers Devan Coggan I grew up avoiding all scary movies, until I went to a middle school sleepover where someone had rented Eli Roth's Cabin Fever
As you can imagine, it was a pretty harrowing introduction to the genre. I had also just started to shave my legs, so the scene where a girl shaves her own skin off (gah!) was especially traumatic
Katie Hasty About a year after it came out in theaters, Pet Sematary on VHS was the feature presentation at a sleepover
I was too young for it. I may have blacked out around the Achilles heel scene. Rebecca Detken I was around 10 years old attending a slumber party when the birthday girl's mom popped Carrie into the VCR
Though I hated anything remotely scary, I pretended like I was excited to watch the movie so I could impress my friends
I covered my eyes and braced myself for the worst, but in the end I realized that Carrie was actually more sad than scary
Dads Are Weird Everett Collection Chuck Kerr When I was around six years old, my dad encouraged me to sit with him and watch the 1990 It movie (featuring the OG nightmare clown, Tim Curry)
I didn't know what to make of it: Why is that clown in the sewer? Something is definitely NOT RIGHT with this clown… And then, at the exact moment that Pennywise rips off Georgie's arm, my dad yanked hard on my shoulder
Still not a huge fan of clowns. Clark Collis I must have been around 10 when my father took me to see the 1977 version of HG Welles' classic horror tale The Island of Dr
Moreau at Midsomer Norton Palladium in the UK. It was on a double bill with the sci-fi movie Forbidden Planet, which I sat through fine, but Moreau terrified me
I vividly remember asking to leave the auditorium as Michael York realized he was surrounded by half-man half-animal monstrosities created by Burt Lancaster's mad scientist
My father said we could leave but that he had no intention of hanging around in the foyer, and that if we departed, we would not be coming back
I somehow stuck it out and have been chasing the thrill of having the crap scared out of me ever since
Dana Schwartz My dad showed us Carrie when we were kids. He thought it would be a fun scary movie to watch as a family
He forgot it begins with a soft-core shower scene. Watching that with my family traumatized me more than any scares
Patrick Gomez Arachnophobia. It was billed as a comedy so my dad decided to rent it for us to watch together
I was in kindergarten. My mom wanted to kill him when he dropped me back off at home and for a week I couldn't close my eyes at night without seeing spiders crawling all over the room
Just Jaws Everett Collection Greg Garry I still have PTSD from seeing Jaws as a wee young thing and living on the water, thinking sharks would simply swim into my house and eat me in bed
My uncle caught a mako shark on a fishing trip and chased me around the boat with it, jaws still moving
Monsters are real. Chris Nashawaty Jaws came out on my sixth birthday. My parents, who were never big believers in the ratings system and often took me and my older brother to wildly inappropriate movies, brought us along to see it
Again, I was six! I don't think I had the courage to get in a bath or even a shower that whole summer
I even thought a Great White could come up through the toilet. Despite all of that, or maybe because of it, Jaws is my favorite movie
…And Other Watery Graves Daniel Snierson Ghost Story. I was 10 years old — too young to know who Fred Astaire, Douglas Fairbanks Jr
, Patricia Neal, and John Houseman were, but old enough to forever be haunted by a woman transform into a living corpse as well as group of men putting a woman who they thought was dead into a car and pushing it into a lake, only to watch her suddenly wake up and pound on the windows before the car sank and she drowned
Slightly scarier than another movie I saw around that time: On Golden Pond. Dan Morrissey Sleeping over at my best buddy George's house when I was eight meant watching whatever sordid flicks we wanted until the wee hours (probably 11 p
m.). We took it too far, though, with Massacre at Central High, a teen exploitation slasher mess about a new-in-town high schooler who takes out his bully tormenters in increasingly absurd ways
The scene where the school's star athlete breaks into the darkened gym for a late-night swim and dives into a pool with no water in it had a particularly traumatizing effect on me
To this day, when I break into a gym in the middle of the night to go diving by myself, I always dip my toe in the water first
James Kim The Ring, when I was in elementary school! Michele Romero When I was in second grade my divorced dad took me and my sister to see The Poseidon Adventure
Technically this is a "disaster movie" where a cruise ship capsizes after it is hit by a tsunami
Not only does Shelly Winters drown, but Gene Hackman also drops off a steam valve and sinks forever into a pool of flaming gasoline
I left the theater saying bon voyage to a carefree childhood as '70s film culture permeated my daily life
Bathroom Crises Lacey Banis Nightmare on Elm Street. I was in 6th grade. I refused to use the bathroom at night for weeks
Piya Sinha-Roy Mine was Ghostbusters (1984), which I saw around 1988, when I was 3 years old
Aside from the haunted evil portraits, supernatural possessions, statues coming alive and that GIANT CREEPY MARSHMALLOW DUDE, the pink ghost goo coming out of the toilets meant that I refused to go to the bathroom on my own for months…
My parents were not amused. Spoiler Alert: A Stranger Called Cydney Hayes I saw When a Stranger Calls when I was 10 or 11, and extremely unfortunately for me, I had to babysit the next night
I was so terrified and convinced we were all getting murdered that night, those kids probably would've been better off fending for themselves
Kristen Baldwin One night when I was supposed to be asleep I came downstairs and my brother was watching 1979's When a Stranger Calls on TV
It was right at the part when a panicked Carol Kane opens the front door to flee and — BAM! — there was Charles Durning's creepy face waiting for her on the other side
Even though I didn't start babysitting myself until years later, I always assumed there was a psychotic killer lurking somewhere upstairs
Visual aid: EW Origin Stories James Hibberd The Shining on cable TV when I was about nine years old
The film had such a core-shaking effect on me that I got a typewriter and wrote a lengthy "novelization" of the story to try and exercise it from my system (not understanding or caring that the film was based on a novel to begin with)
In fact, this is the first thing I can ever remember writing: an entertainment recap
Nick Romano Technically, my first scary movie experience was Neil Jordan's Interview With the Vampire
I was five or six and my sister was watching an episode of Ricki Lake. Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt was on promoting the movie (I don't remember which one): What I do remember is the clip Ricki screened from the film of Lestat mauling a woman and then feeding off of Louis
Since then I've had persistent night terrors involving vamps, which made the Twilight craze mildly traumatizing
Friends Fake-Out Everett Collection Alamin Yohannes I was eight or nine and someone's older sibling got Scream and Scream 2 from Blockbuster during summer vacation — it was a year or two before Scream 3 came out
After seeing Scream, I was absolutely terrified and would jump whenever the phone rang while I was home alone for months
Still, to prove my friends I wasn't scared I convinced my mom to let me be Ghostface for Halloween
It just made it worse. Brittany Kaplan My parents let me see Sixth Sense with some friends
It was a big deal because at 13, I was finally allowed to be dropped off and left with friends
I don't think I had any idea what it was about or that it was a scary movie before I went in, I was just so excited to go to the movies without a chaperone
Well, big mistake: After Micha Barton popped out from under the bed, I ran out of the theater and didn't come back till the very end
I enjoyed my "snack refill" outside the theater for a good hour, but I did put on a brave face and went back in just in time to watch the famous ending
Anthologies Jillian Sederholm Cat's Eye. My parents figured a movie starring a young Drew Barrymore and a kitty must be fine for a four-year-old to watch
They were wrong. I spent the next several years being terrified that a knife-toting troll was crawling into my bed at night
I decided to try the movie again when I was 12 thinking it would just seem silly to me then
I was wrong. I had instant PTSD to the terror I felt as a child and noticed scary things I had forgotten over the years
I still associate jingle bells with the sound of the creature's hat, so thanks for also ruining Christmas for me
Maureen Lee Lenker It's not a movie but the first scary thing I watched was Nickelodeon's Are You Afraid of the Dark? After two solid weeks of nightmares and insisting our neighbor was a werewolf, my parents told me I wasn't allowed to watch it anymore
And I never watched anything scary again until I saw Psycho in college. Terror Close to (or in the) Home DreamWorks/Getty Images Evan Lewis Excluding terrifying "children's" movies like The Last Unicorn, The Secret of NIMH, and FernGully, my first vivid scary movie experience came at nine years old when I watched Owen Wilson get decapitated by a big lion head-shaped pendulum in the 1999 remake of The Haunting
Maybe having that as a first point of reference is the reason I've never really gotten into the horror genre, or maybe I'm just kind of a chicken
Robyn Ross Little Monsters comes to mind!! Joe Rodriguez The Gate. This was my mother's equivalent of letting me touch a hot thing and see what happens, and to this day I can't watch horror movies after dark
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Dejan Lovren was fuming with what Josh Murphy got away with in Liverpool 4-1 Cardiff - Duration: 5:02.
Football News24/7 Liverpool now occupy first place in the Premier League table after a 4-1 win over Cardiff City
Jurgen Klopp's rampant side made it eight wins in 10 league matches with a dominant display at Anfield
The Reds had to wait until the 84th minute to score a third goal but the stats show just how one-sided the encounter was
Per BBC Sport, Liverpool had 80 per cent possession and attempted 19 shots compared to just two for Cardiff
Callum Paterson made things interesting when he made it 2-1 in the 77th minute, but late goals from Xherdan Shaqiri and Sadio Mane secured all three points for the hosts
It was Mane's second goal of the match, and Mohamed Salah was also on the scoresheet
Cardiff boss Neil Warnock praised the efforts of his players but there was one incident with Josh Murphy that he may not be too pleased with
Murphy's awful dive In the second half, the striker collected the ball in an advanced area but he had to do things alone due to a lack of viable options
Yet he attempted to win a free-kick with a truly awful dive that left Dejan Lovren furious
Referee Stuart Attwell turned down Murphy's appeals but inexplicably failed to show him a yellow card
Lovren wanted a yellow card and so did Liverpool supporters, who reacted to the incident on Twitter
Murphy may not have received a free-kick but he certainly got away with an act of simulation
Defeat leaves Cardiff in 17th place in the table with the worst defensive record in the league
They've conceded 28 goals in 10 matches - a rate that doesn't bode well for their hopes of surviving the drop
Yet Warnock was pleased with how his players fared at an "intimidating" location
"Anfield is an intimidating place," he said at full-time. "Our fans were fantastic, they know we are up against it
"The lads gave everything. It was so quiet when Paterson scored, you had to dream of a comeback
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